:: Gozoto Blog ::

:: Saturday, February 28, 2004 ::

Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel

Touching you, touching me
Touching you, ya you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
HuuuH!

I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everything is A.OK!

Touching you, touching me
Touching you, ya you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh! Guitar!

Touching you, touching me
Touching you, ya you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Aah

haha...the darkness...they have the greatest voices...for me to poop on...I wish I had their range...friggin high...oh man

:: Ellioto Gozoto 11:30 PM [+] ::
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so yesterday was a very goodish sorta good day. Started out with me thinking about going to breakfast with business and then falling right back to sleep...luckily I woke up at my usual time anyway without an alarm. That happens a lot...I'll forget to set my alarm and then i'll wake up at just the right time anyways. so anyways...school at normal time and I find that I got a 98% on the last timed writing...i am liking this...cause I got a 99 on the one before and a 97 before that...even though in each on except for the 99 there were like a million grammar errors...haha

so also during the gogel-gregg time...gogel does this economic scenerio thingy and I end up with a bunch of hair ties some chocolate some gum some little stickers and a few other things...so I put all the bands in my hair...all of them...and gogel takes a picture...and then I take my sticker and draw an eye on it and put it on my forhead.

blah blah school continued

ok so after school i wanna do something fun so stephen and I go to cocanuts...there I find the soundtrack to trainspotting(one of favorite movies) which includes lou reed(velvet underground) - perfect day...which is my favorite song of all songs...so I get that...and then we went to barnes and noble...and while there I find the cd by the band Iron & Wine...they are soo excellent also...and I find my barnes gift card which pays for most of it. my musical happiness continues when stephen and I decided to go to the mall...man I hate that place...so anyways...go to hot topic...no new good records I want...sad...but then on the cheap ghetto discount rack I find a hamtaro baby-T size large...and it fits like a glove...so I get cause its like 3 bucks...haha...then on way out we go to fye...and what do I find there...BEST CD OF ALL TIME!!!....Neutral Milk Hotel...my hands down favorite band...whos cd had eluded me to that day...oh man...was sooo happy...and then as we are headin out my dad calls saying my sister and him are at szechuan(right across the street from where I am)...so stephen and I eat delicious chinese food...mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...what a good day...then after we go to UE for this viola guitar duet...jordan meets up too...it was soooo amazing...like the best viola guitar duet Ive ever heard...was the best ever oh my garsh...so then after we go to walmart and stephen buys movie and then we go watch this hilarious movie liberty heights at his house...its pretty good...and then when I head home around 1 I get home and I go up to my room...

So in my room I have my speakers and receiver that I got for christmas...HUGE SPEAKERS....so I put in my cds and I turn up the volume...oh man...I sat on my meditation pillow and listened to each cd beginning to end with the perfect volume and the perfect cdness...it was the best ever...renewed is my soul i proclaim...so i prolly went to sleep who knows when not that it matters...was best day in long time

:: Ellioto Gozoto 11:02 AM [+] ::
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thats right...im listening to nine inch nails - fuck you like an animal...and the lyrics inspired me so much i dropped it in this piece of crap


you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell
help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive

:: Ellioto Gozoto 9:50 PM [+] ::
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http://www.cityline.ru/politika/e/russia.html

yay russian government project

:: Ellioto Gozoto 1:55 PM [+] ::
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http://www.cityline.ru/politika/e/russia.html

yay russian government project

:: Ellioto Gozoto 1:55 PM [+] ::
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after much work at figuring out how to get to mars using my awesome math skills...it has become apparent that there is no mars...no mars at all...not here nor there nor anywhere...not blue to red not in my bed...there is no mars sam I am...there is no mars so shut up like a clam.

I made someone cry today that I never wanted to hurt...and I feel bad but not...sometimes I wonder if Im capable of truly being sad. It seems so illogical to be sad about anything ever...same with hating people no reason for it at all...asside from maybe personal safety in a few instances but thats not important. so I guess i really dont know what to do about me making someone cry...I guess I will continue to disprove the existence of planets and continue to fight for the rights of negative volumes everywhere

:: Ellioto Gozoto 11:02 PM [+] ::
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So today is going to be a weird day because last night was a weird night and tomorrow will be weird as well. An unexpected thing happened and im not sure if it will all work out for the best. An old love comes forth to be new once more but the old thoughts are still there and a summer of self destruction and romance hinders my happiness. oh...and I saw Eurotrip which is really really funny...but really sort of bad for europeans but who cares if a comedy is politically correct anyway...probably Emilie Wasserman...but yea...so I need to think over where im going. I wonder if it stupid for me to even be questioning a possible cure for this loneliness but I really have this bad feeling a foreshadowing of bad times with bad feelings...oh...and I dont think almost anyone has that stupid gov book...and I dunno what to do about it...maybe I can just guess on the quiz...HA!...oh...and I dont know if jamie wants me to put this anywhere but she has a beautiful tattoo now...man is it hot stuff...but yea...she added to the weirdness last night with something I dont want to talk about but im soooo worse off now mentally than I was just a few days ago.

:: Ellioto Gozoto 2:24 PM [+] ::
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