:: Gozoto Blog ::

:: Monday, April 19, 2004 ::

I had a dream the other night that I was standing in the eyes of the world telling them it would be alright...I think that is what the world needs, but the world is too angry to hear it from me...so everyone who reads this...write "everything will be alright"...on EVERYTHING!...it doesn't matter where you go when you die or if you guy because everything will be alright. It doesn't matter what you do becasue everything will be alright...the universe will be alright...what you are will exist as it has and everything will be alright.

I've listened to this song about 30 times today...picking at the scab on my hand and procrastinating studying for physics test. what have I become my sweetest friend?...everyone I know goes away in the end. It all started with my trip to the river today...i get this feeling of lonely happiness and wonder where i belong...

Johnny Cash - Hurt

I hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel,
I focus on the pain,
the only thing thats real,

The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but I remember everything,

(Chorus)
what have I become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone i know,
goes away in the end,

and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

I wear this crown of thorns,
upon my liars chair,
full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair,

beneath the stains of time,
the feelings dissapear,
you are someone else,
I am still right here,

What have I become,
my sweetest friend,
everyone I know,
goes away in the end,

and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

if I could start again,
a million miles away,
I will keep myself,
I would find a way,

:: Ellioto Gozoto 8:00 PM [+] ::
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So im turning left at this intersection with a left turn and a straight and a right...the one near eastside walmart...and this fuckhead in the middle lane turns left and almost hits me...so im stuck in the middle lane on burkhardt so i cant turn onto the lloyd like i planned...intead i get stuck in that lane so im forced to turn left into the borders place...so i think...hmm...I'll go to borders...there in borders i walk directly to the music section only to find a cd ive been wanting - Broken Social Scene - laying out...it is only 12.99 so i am like...very well universe...i shall purchase this cd you have led me to...and listen to it on the way home...so I do...and on the way home i continue to make wrong turns...so many that the whole cd finishes just as I am getting home...it is a thing of perfection.

:: Ellioto Gozoto 6:43 PM [+] ::
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