:: Gozoto Blog ::

:: Wednesday, May 05, 2004 ::

The dreams in which I'm dieing are the best I've ever had.

as AP testing comes closer(tomorrow morning)...i find a need a cigarette...then i fill my mind with the songs of duralux, spoon, elf power, and neutral milk hotel...then I close my eyes and think of happy things...It is tragic how the world is crushing me with final projects and homework and tests and very few rests.

Its time for a change...im gonna drop out of school...it will surprise everyone...EVERYONE!!!!...i need not the knowledge of the commons i need only that which can be found through living. Lets run away and start a new life where the sun shines behind a cloud of water vapor and happiness.

so welcome to Thornton's fuck and cut...our current special is...I will let you cut my hair if you love me and will make love to me.

:: Ellioto Gozoto 10:07 PM [+] ::
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WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU JEWEL!!!!!

jewel - Emily

Woke up to find
I lost my mind
Lost heart, lost nerve
I lost my favorite word -
Emily
I take my cigarettes
I give 'em a smoke
Oh god
My heart feels froze
I've lost something it seems
I've misplaced my favourite thing -
Emily
CHORUS:
Where does love go
If it can't find a home
One moment here then gone
With no forwarding address
Love no longer has a house
Or residence in flesh
Take the keys
I get in the car
To out run this
Man I'd have to go real far
Where mercy wears lace
And bottles are thieves
Which of these took you from me?
Emily
I face myself
But there's this draft inside
Parts of me drowned
In perpetual tide
I wanna call names
I wanna throw things around
But no bar can buy
Forgiveness another round for
Emily
CHORUS
I go to the bedroom
Turn on the light
It's like an empty altar
No angel in sight
Religion with no temple
No place to take my worship to
No god for my eyes to see
No fruit to lay at the feet of
Emily
Gone
Gone

:: Ellioto Gozoto 6:50 PM [+] ::
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saturday was pretty good day. woke up at a leisurely pace and went downstairs...so from there i went over to that place with the flowers and picked some out...lovely ones...then went over to stephen's to hang...then drove around with stephen and andrew and such...then around 4 or 4:30 I went home to put my blue pinstripe suit and white shoes on so i would look lovely for prom. Laid around for a while in my suit and then met up with stephen and people at his house to go to dinner...Somewhere in there went to other flower shop and we all got a single pink silk rose for boosty cause he needed some lovin. Anyways...Andrew Stephen and I went to boosty's door on one knee and presented the thing to him and he closes the door on our face so we throw it at him...that asshole...and then we went to the greatwall...thats where we met up with Heidi and Joey making the sum of the group a whole 9...The reason Heidi and Joey were within this group was because I managed to convince Heidi and Joey to go with me and Andrew although Joey and Andrew had little to do with eachother...ha...so we had some yummy Chinese buffet and everyone looked very nice...especially Heidi with her squiggly cornrows that every gross hickish buffet person had to come up and say wow...bet that took a while or something like that...and then there was a buffet kid who said something about a wedding...anyways...good times...so after that we all headed over to the Pagoda. Oh yea...soo the 9 people were Me + Heidi + Andrew + Joey + Stephen + Alise + Pete + Whitney + Boosty...so at pagoda things started slow and such and all that...they played a bunch of bad music that only Stephen and I really know how to dance to...well Elizabeth Korb can at least freak dance to it really well...HA!!!...so the night continued...danced with bunch of people including an excellent dance with the lovely ms. gregg who can dance much better than I can being that I can not dance at all...tried to hit on Kyrie a few times but Sibo struck me down once again...what a protective nutball...oh man...ha...So throughout the night I danced dirty with: Lisa, Molly, Derek, Dusty, Stephen, Jordan, Heidi, Joey, and many more. Prom came to a close with a final moulin rouge slow dance with Heidi and then zoom back to Stephen's place to change...then to bowling which was a little bit lame after a while...I was thinking about finding out who all was at Rori's and doing that but Stephen was too tired and Andrew wasn't done flirting with Laine...ha...so we went to IHOP to coffee up and then ended up heading home...sort of anticlimactic sadly...but i had been out too late too many nights in a row so I wasn't up for a night of no sleep so there you have it...

Heidi offered to cornrow my hair and i'd like some people to throw some advice into the comments...i think im up for a bit of a change in hair...heres an example picture



and I leave you with Damn it feels good to be a gangster by Geto Boys

When i say go you sy dirty ho. got the right flow the right tempo cause i was born and raised in da ghetto
My momas got a fro
they call me little mo
i gotta steel toe
row row no no fro fro
get the hell up and go
churos momas got a fro
i hope you freakin know
so get the hell up and go
comon get the hell up ho comon lets get the heck up comon row lets go
Buy the new cd by old school escamo its freakin dope lets go
Chorus *2

hope yall know i gotta big toe yo

:: Ellioto Gozoto 10:26 PM [+] ::
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